The Wulf Moon!

Zaza: Words played for a while and then they got tired, mired in the quagmire of fancy images. Whoever heard the story they had their tongue tied. The Wulf Moon smiled at its show-and he passed the baton to the Blue Moon-for marathon had many laps yet to go.

Logos: There were two people throwing dirt at each other. One of them had a violet kite’s tail between his teeth and it took him into the mouth of madness. Then he disappeared and nobody heard from him ever again.

Zaza: Dear master, sometimes I see the light traversing through the countenance of dakinis. I see the beautiful face of Shakyamuni Buddha in their face: an expression of oceanic awareness and profound compassion.   Continue reading “The Wulf Moon!”


Home And Heart!

Zaza: Dear master, if swain means a suitor, then boatswain should mean a boyfriend of boat.

Logos: Yes, something like that–a surplus of surplices.

Zaza: Hari in Hindi means one who takes your sins away–the lord and Dan means to give something in charity but harridan means a termagant. It’s kind of funny. Hari gives a shrew away in charity. 

Logos: Yes, Creatrix Maya stays away from Hari as per Bhagvatam. Insouciance, nonchalance, beatrix, strix, natrix and Matrix.

Zaza: Rumpledstilted skin. Those who consider themselves above their station in life. Poorvashadha. 

Logos: Getting started.

Zaza: Moon is approaching towards fullness.

Logos: fulsome fulcrum, simulacrum vernacular, curriculum curry, hurry worry blurry blunder, dandle dander asunder ati sunder. 

Zaza: Embonpoint, ingenue might be funniest pronunciations.

Logos: All words coming from French would sound funny, totally different set of sounds as in German and other languages. Dolores Claiborne born doleful solecism systematic tic-tac-toe, tacky crackle cackle calculus lustrous suborn ornamental name. 

Zaza: Sibylline sibilant, vagrant vigilante, wanton tonnage, age-old mileage, momentum, temper tantrum, truncated cant, caterwauling, high fall, fuse disuse, buxom buck, bucketful of faucet, citadel deleterious dilettante, let tent eat an ante, cantilever, high fever, favorite rite righteous sprite.  Continue reading “Home And Heart!”

The Notion of Romantic Love!

Zozo: What do you think about notion of romantic love?

Zaza: I think it’s one of the biggest delusions.

Zo: Why?

Za: Look, don’t get me wrong. As far as its divine part is considered it’s the strongest feeling out there and partly because it’s nature’s call for life to continue. Life wants to express itself and continue reproduction in physical forms–this coupled with strong urge to belong to a group, to be part of a community, to be cared for creates a sense of romantic and conjugal love at base. Then there is a most sublime part to it–which is akin to Self-realization. You love yourself the most no matter what you consider yourself to be. 

If you consider yourself to be body you love your body.

If you consider yourself to be your possessions you love them.

If you consider yourself to be your relatives you love them.

If you consider yourself to be knowledge you love knowledge. Continue reading “The Notion of Romantic Love!”

Magic Inside Family!

The fifth dimensional awareness struck me like a thunderbolt all of a sudden and more so because of my recklessness, blind trusting, vulnerability and above all because of the way awakening happens for you at every stage especially if you are not under the tutelage of a live master or don’t belong to a group which practices spiritual discipline. Let it be made clear that physically I am still under the roof where it all transpired but as moment-to-moment infinite portals, dimensions and relative realities are intermingling it is evident to realize that it’s a new world and new home. I am still living with same parents and siblings as far as identities are concerned and I do hope to be on my own when things inside me and outside me settle a bit.  Continue reading “Magic Inside Family!”

Through Darkness Towards Light

These are extraordinary times. I never ever felt like it was truly radical a shift in my surroundings and environment before. Now there is an unmistakable shift happening into a more spiritual dimension which is full of love, light, peace, intelligence, beauty, compassion and understanding. Darkness is most grim before the dawn of bliss, therefore as old patterns are breaking away and things which no longer serve our greater good are melting away we are feeling up and down every day and every hour of the day. To be stable to practice what needs be practiced is wise and to understand that basics don’t change as far as spiritual values are concerned is wisdom. If you need more power, more love and more compassion ask your inner self and it will be given.

This is a time of awakening as well as integration. Awakening is limitless so you might want to inculcate certain behavior patterns which are in accordance with flow and which lead you towards highest love and intelligence. Integration means being a whole as your physical, mental and spiritual bodies are aligned well with your environment and with entirety of universe, multiverse, cosmos and absolute. Continue reading “Through Darkness Towards Light”

Integration: Radiation and Absorption

Whatever you think, speak or do is a radiation for totality. It has always been so–now after awakening you realize it more than ever. All words you think, write and all expressions via body, mind and speech are radiations. If you feel you belong to a community of light workers, angels, humanity, star-seeds or gods—your expressions, your creativity is connecting you to the mind-continuum of those very beings across time and space. Absorption is receiving words, light-codes, energy in all its possible forms from all existence. If you feel you belong to a certain group you will receive light from them. The actuality of radiation and absorption–the interconnections of various forms of consciousness and dependent arising of all phenomena becomes overwhelming and then enlightening as you awake towards your full-potential. Continue reading “Integration: Radiation and Absorption”

Integrating yourself after awakening!

The knowledge which you share out of loving kindness stays with you as light even in the darkest of times. It becomes your guide. It becomes your crystalline spiritual intelligence–therefore, never feel shy of sharing out of love. Give your best out to all your friends–to all those who need it and it will come to you thousand-fold. Only intentions matter in this act of sharing–those who truly deserve light will be drawn to you and by sharing you will be drawn to them. As a great friend has said–the love is our food, guide, tracker and means of living in higher dimensions. Continue reading “Integrating yourself after awakening!”

Fearless Fantasies!

Fearless Fantasies

How would your life be different if you were incapable of feeling fear? Would your life be better or worse than it is now?

I feel being incapable of feeling fear is different from being someone who has transcended it. Fear, like pain is essential to the survival of organism. For example, if you don’t feel pain you will not know when there is a random cut and you start bleeding and it might cause an irreparable damage or even death in certain situations. Similarly fear is necessary in many cases. You might have seen very young children who pick a snake up or kick a dog fearlessly. Ignorance is bliss! They have no fear and that might be dangerous for them. Their lack of fear is because of their ignorance.


Some spiritual people think that being fearless is being able to walk on fire or hug a tiger. Nothing can be farther from the truth. A truly spiritual person must be fearless. If you are not fearless you are not truly spiritual but here we are talking about something else than ingesting poison or letting an elephant walk over you. Miracles or reckless feats of heroism might appeal to many but that is not necessarily being fearless. Putting your organism in unnecessary danger is not wise by any means and in any sense. Being fearless is having no anticipation of tomorrow. Living in present and being free from both guilt and expectations is being fearless.

Gandhi was a fearless person. So was Jesus. Buddha, Krishna, Muhammad, Nanak, Kabir and Lao Tzu were fearless. You are fearless when you know laws of nature and live in harmony with them and yet willing to sacrifice everything for truth and peace. Courage is a divine quality and it comes from within. Tao doesn’t appreciate recklessness but the mystic virtue is to be fearless in the face of adversity. Being obstinate and being determined look similar but they have a great difference in spiritual sense. Being adamant for selfish reasons and following your whims and idiosyncrasies isn’t same as being willing to let every attachment go in pursuit of truth.

Being a fool and being fearless are two opposite things. Someone asked me: “Will you be able to go jungle among thugs in night now you say you feel fearless?” I told them, I won’t be. Why would I do that? Just because I see the same life in tiger and snake I wouldn’t hug every tiger and kiss every snake! Practicality and spirituality should go hand-in-hand. Some romantic spiritual people are so fond of torturing themselves and their bodies that they create their own rules out of nowhere and think they are practicing highest form of discipline. Even trying to perform miracles like putting your hand in burning fire or walking on water is naive. There is no need to try defying laws of nature. If you could be at peace in your heart and content that is the biggest miracle. We do things either out of fear or out of love. When love is found in the core of your heart fear disappears. When you do things out of love more love is found and when you do things out of fear it begets fear. As simple as that!



Giving Selflessly!

Unless you’ve firm faith in the unity of everything you can’t give selflessly. You think you’re a person limited in space and time. This definition of yourself makes you act selfishly. You feel you are limited, isolated and this is a market where every-man-for-himself is the rule. You work hard to arrange possessions, entitlements and luxuries for yourself in hope of becoming happier but all you ever meet are illusory march posts on the way which tell you that happiness is just around the corner and you need to plod a bit more, strive a bit more. Your limited definition of self makes you work hard for limited self but it just increases your misery. Some of us think that the immediate family is part of our self and making it happy is what makes us happy. Family which is limited and related to us by blood takes precedence in everything. Now, you think, you are not selfish because you provide for family. But you provide for family and do favors only because you think they provide for you as well and they will be there for you when you need them. This is also limited self.

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