Magic Inside Family!

The fifth dimensional awareness struck me like a thunderbolt all of a sudden and more so because of my recklessness, blind trusting, vulnerability and above all because of the way awakening happens for you at every stage especially if you are not under the tutelage of a live master or don’t belong to a group which practices spiritual discipline. Let it be made clear that physically I am still under the roof where it all transpired but as moment-to-moment infinite portals, dimensions and relative realities are intermingling it is evident to realize that it’s a new world and new home. I am still living with same parents and siblings as far as identities are concerned and I do hope to be on my own when things inside me and outside me settle a bit.  Continue reading “Magic Inside Family!”

Through Darkness Towards Light

These are extraordinary times. I never ever felt like it was truly radical a shift in my surroundings and environment before. Now there is an unmistakable shift happening into a more spiritual dimension which is full of love, light, peace, intelligence, beauty, compassion and understanding. Darkness is most grim before the dawn of bliss, therefore as old patterns are breaking away and things which no longer serve our greater good are melting away we are feeling up and down every day and every hour of the day. To be stable to practice what needs be practiced is wise and to understand that basics don’t change as far as spiritual values are concerned is wisdom. If you need more power, more love and more compassion ask your inner self and it will be given.

This is a time of awakening as well as integration. Awakening is limitless so you might want to inculcate certain behavior patterns which are in accordance with flow and which lead you towards highest love and intelligence. Integration means being a whole as your physical, mental and spiritual bodies are aligned well with your environment and with entirety of universe, multiverse, cosmos and absolute. Continue reading “Through Darkness Towards Light”

Integration: Radiation and Absorption

Whatever you think, speak or do is a radiation for totality. It has always been so–now after awakening you realize it more than ever. All words you think, write and all expressions via body, mind and speech are radiations. If you feel you belong to a community of light workers, angels, humanity, star-seeds or gods—your expressions, your creativity is connecting you to the mind-continuum of those very beings across time and space. Absorption is receiving words, light-codes, energy in all its possible forms from all existence. If you feel you belong to a certain group you will receive light from them. The actuality of radiation and absorption–the interconnections of various forms of consciousness and dependent arising of all phenomena becomes overwhelming and then enlightening as you awake towards your full-potential. Continue reading “Integration: Radiation and Absorption”

Integrating yourself after awakening!

The knowledge which you share out of loving kindness stays with you as light even in the darkest of times. It becomes your guide. It becomes your crystalline spiritual intelligence–therefore, never feel shy of sharing out of love. Give your best out to all your friends–to all those who need it and it will come to you thousand-fold. Only intentions matter in this act of sharing–those who truly deserve light will be drawn to you and by sharing you will be drawn to them. As a great friend has said–the love is our food, guide, tracker and means of living in higher dimensions.

Evolution of soul can be considered a journey up the mountain in some ways. There are various steps where you rest for a while and look at the beautiful views, at valleys and at dark places you visited, but you can’t stop at any steps. Either you pick yourself up and walk hand-in-hand with your friends or you will be forced to wake up and then you will start climbing up–they’re both the same. Internalization of awakening means you realize that there is no separation and your friends, enemies, body-mind and infinite forms and possibilities exist inside great-mind–which is void and your very own true nature. Externalization of awakening means that your friends and guides come to help you in forms like yours and with more intelligence and light–you are grateful to them and compassionate for all those who might be in need of help like you were before. In case of externalization what my good friend said–white ray of becoming or Buddhist creation of Bodhichitta(compassionate wisdom)–making of logos in your self is in operation and in the internalization the black ray of ‘Being’ –the Dharmakaya of Buddha–the enlightenment as realization of true unity of it all is being worked out.

Stability and freedom are a must to realize yourself deeply and you must strive for them at every step of evolution. As you go up you find that certain limitations no longer exist yet thee will be new limitations and you need to work on removing those limitations. These need not be external. You must realize that what you see outside is merely a reflection of what is inside–so when you have a clean heart you will only see love, beauty, compassion and light all around you. You will see immense intelligence and there is no limit to light. There is no limit to love and intelligence–they’re growing infinitely.

Good inspiring books, friends, things which really helped you in past(wisdom recollections) are considered your spiritual genes and they’re not to be shunned in new dimensions. You will realize that no memories stay and emptiness is what you merely read or heard about before but is a fact in your day-to-day life. This is where you need to crystallize spiritual intelligence by reading good books and convincing yourself that all light is within you. You are not alone because all your spiritual friends are with you–at every step. Remembering your masters, guides, loved ones and friends helps you sail through states where light is very low and shimmering only at banks. Enlightened masters like Buddha, Nisargadatta, Rumi, Kabir, Nanak, Jesus, Mother Mary, Elecktra, Vajrayogini, Tara, Padmasambhava, Shri Ram Sharma, Eckhart Tolle, J. Krishnamurti, Kuan Yin, Ramana Maharshi are in the ocean of being and immediately bridge you with eternal when you remember them. This faith is faith for your highest self  and devotion is to purify your intellectual and emotional obscurations to have courage to look at your deepest fears, anxieties and desires. 

After a certain time, it becomes your conviction that death doesn’t exist in the way you thought it does. It’s merely fear which can be called death. Death is fear of being alone, fear of losing knowledge, friends, comfort and harmony. Death is fear of moving into the unknown. Death is fear of being hurt again and again by poverty, criticism, alienation and desires. Death is being unable to rest and being unable to sleep. Death is clinging to certain forms or being attached to certain ways of living. Death is not being able to let-go and not being able to trust anybody. When you realize very clearly that your life, death and rebirth are continuum of memories and there is no hard center in you which lives or dies–you’re unafraid of death. When you traverse through the valley of death–you are merely traversing through your dark memories and those dark memories are not just yours–they come from common collective pool of consciousness. You are healing yourself and healing others by witnessing those memories. You’re bearing pain of others and by attending that pain you release light to life. Life is never as fresh as after death. Without death life is stale and stagnant. The death happens every moment for the ego–because it’s ever recreated but for the real–there is no death because it was not created–it’s eternal. Realizing this means realizing eternal life in which there is infinite beauty, infinite joy and boundless freedom to create.

Reality is something which can’t be expressed in words. Apparently we can’t express even our simple feelings of beatitude. love and joy in words–then how could we express what is infinitely more than all of these! Reality is neither one, nor many, it’s a mystery of mysteries as far as becoming and exploring aspects of yourself is concerned. But it’s your everyday existence–the very feeling of “I AM” as far as Being is concerned. You’re reading these words and you are. This is a fact. This is Peace. This is Being. Abide in this. Evolutionary momentum is needed so that you could abide in this with all others and there is no suffering for yourself or others.

A technique to employ to gain evolutionary momentum is to bring timelessness to all your interactions no matter where and when. If you’re reading something–realize that it’s happening ‘now’. In the sense that writer is actually writing it as you are reading it! The book might have been written a thousand years ago–your higher self is present beyond time–so in a way you’re talking to yourself. Imagine the writer talking to you directly and boundaries of time and space dissolving. This will take you into the timelessness. Similarly when you watch a movie–intensely realize that it’s happening right now–that in another multiverse this story is being created. The actors, musicians and directors are all your higher self and you can talk to them–live. No matter how old that movie or TV show is–you can make it live provided you’re intensely focussed in the “I AM” presence and with loving kindness you meditate on dissolving time and space boundaries. Fifth dimensional beings look at future as mountains and past as valleys–similarly you can look at past, present and future being one unified field of frozen events to be activated by your awareness. By doing this practice you will awaken your higher aspects of self.

There are infinite aspects of self and infinite dimensions. They’re all interconnected. Humility, kindness and love for yourself are a must to travel through light and at every level you will find that your surroundings remain more or less unchanged as far as forms go. It’s because there truly are no others. You’re attached to body-minds and certain habits and this makes you believe that others are body minds too. As you raise your vibrations you rise up and find that your family and friends are already there. Actually you are already your highest self but you need to rediscover it! You will find infinite creativity, miracles, light and love along the way. All your desires will get fulfilled and some new ones will be created in you because you’re a co-creator in a reality which consists all. The new desires are for becoming free from all desires. Olden desires were because of limitations. The realization that you really need nothing will always be with you provided you are stable, kind and compassionate to yourself and others. To recollect wisdom you need energy and memory which comes from logos or holy spirit–that’s why you should keep doing what is good and meditate with earnestness. There is no need to immediately demand destruction of body or environment as you realize yourself–you need to grow in wisdom and light by being aware to pain and blockages in your subtle bodies and have patience to love yourself. By loving yourself as you are you love all and by loving your friends you love yourself. When there is no duality–becoming and being are same–so love of yourself is love of all and only creativity and intelligence shines through.

Fearless Fantasies!

Fearless Fantasies

How would your life be different if you were incapable of feeling fear? Would your life be better or worse than it is now?

I feel being incapable of feeling fear is different from being someone who has transcended it. Fear, like pain is essential to the survival of organism. For example, if you don’t feel pain you will not know when there is a random cut and you start bleeding and it might cause an irreparable damage or even death in certain situations. Similarly fear is necessary in many cases. You might have seen very young children who pick a snake up or kick a dog fearlessly. Ignorance is bliss! They have no fear and that might be dangerous for them. Their lack of fear is because of their ignorance.


Some spiritual people think that being fearless is being able to walk on fire or hug a tiger. Nothing can be farther from the truth. A truly spiritual person must be fearless. If you are not fearless you are not truly spiritual but here we are talking about something else than ingesting poison or letting an elephant walk over you. Miracles or reckless feats of heroism might appeal to many but that is not necessarily being fearless. Putting your organism in unnecessary danger is not wise by any means and in any sense. Being fearless is having no anticipation of tomorrow. Living in present and being free from both guilt and expectations is being fearless.

Gandhi was a fearless person. So was Jesus. Buddha, Krishna, Muhammad, Nanak, Kabir and Lao Tzu were fearless. You are fearless when you know laws of nature and live in harmony with them and yet willing to sacrifice everything for truth and peace. Courage is a divine quality and it comes from within. Tao doesn’t appreciate recklessness but the mystic virtue is to be fearless in the face of adversity. Being obstinate and being determined look similar but they have a great difference in spiritual sense. Being adamant for selfish reasons and following your whims and idiosyncrasies isn’t same as being willing to let every attachment go in pursuit of truth.

Being a fool and being fearless are two opposite things. Someone asked me: “Will you be able to go jungle among thugs in night now you say you feel fearless?” I told them, I won’t be. Why would I do that? Just because I see the same life in tiger and snake I wouldn’t hug every tiger and kiss every snake! Practicality and spirituality should go hand-in-hand. Some romantic spiritual people are so fond of torturing themselves and their bodies that they create their own rules out of nowhere and think they are practicing highest form of discipline. Even trying to perform miracles like putting your hand in burning fire or walking on water is naive. There is no need to try defying laws of nature. If you could be at peace in your heart and content that is the biggest miracle. We do things either out of fear or out of love. When love is found in the core of your heart fear disappears. When you do things out of love more love is found and when you do things out of fear it begets fear. As simple as that!



Giving Selflessly!

Unless you’ve firm faith in the unity of everything you can’t give selflessly. You think you’re a person limited in space and time. This definition of yourself makes you act selfishly. You feel you are limited, isolated and this is a market where every-man-for-himself is the rule. You work hard to arrange possessions, entitlements and luxuries for yourself in hope of becoming happier but all you ever meet are illusory march posts on the way which tell you that happiness is just around the corner and you need to plod a bit more, strive a bit more. Your limited definition of self makes you work hard for limited self but it just increases your misery. Some of us think that the immediate family is part of our self and making it happy is what makes us happy. Family which is limited and related to us by blood takes precedence in everything. Now, you think, you are not selfish because you provide for family. But you provide for family and do favors only because you think they provide for you as well and they will be there for you when you need them. This is also limited self.

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